Vermiculatus

Without constrains of voice or language Vermiculatus is an attempt to articulate the emotional turmoil of the trials of a human life from birth to expiration. Imagine a metaphorical journey, a life within a day compressed to 47 minutes and 28 seconds of sound. The conscious and un/sub-conscious are both represented and identifiable. The subconscious offers little respite as it is drawn and contorted from the conscious, twisting and distorting the already stricken mind with a sleep that is rarely restful.

The end point of the life is further represented by the visual. The wretched shell that we leave, scarified with Vermiculation. We become the physical image of what we have been. A worm for every trial burrows its mark on the skin. The writhing cartographers relish each infliction, each path of the journey mapped in meat on the biological road to death.

Vermiculatus b1

Rather than further compress the full existence this 3-minute audiovisual biopsy is a surgical excerpt of being; the point of collapse were the borders of reality and subconscious are lost in waves of metaphysical torment.

Int II:

A black requiem recital performance dedicated to the unknown future of the ongoing negative human breeding process and other wordless musings upon the planetary self-cleansing humano-insectoid expendability program.

Int III:

A voiceless uber-ode on the journey into a pro-negative life experience; the brief peaks and long troughs of existence; the transient glimmers of bliss, (Sur)reality trounced false hope and damning stretches of overwhelming mental and physical apocalypse: an emotional maelstrom and corporeally manifested anxiety ultra-flux, resulting in indefinite suspension in despair…

Int IV:

An unholy dirge upon the theory of the microcosmic origin. Its ignition. Its inflation. Its fusion. Its evolution… Its protracted frenetic multiple energy depletion and final macrocosmic diffusion, pending…

Int V:

A triumphal fanfare at the conceptual negative dimension entrance, a post-deital abandonment scenario, a plethora of tortures, a lost salvation taunting, a personal/universal everlasting hell, pricked by a subliminal devil's laughter: INFERNAL PERMANENCE.

Int VI:

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OPUS VERMICULATUS POST-INT-COLLAGE (PARALLEL CROSS-THOUGHTS):

A DIURNAL OUTERWORLD FRONTAL ASSAULT. A NOCTURNAL INNERVERSAL SUB-ANATOMICAL OFFENSIVE. AN EXTERNAL SUCKER HOST ATTACHMENT STRATEGEM. AN INTERNAL INDIFFERENT FLAME CELL EXCRETION MANOUVER. AN ACCURSED RAPINE CONCEPTION. A SQUALID WOMBIC ANTI-DEVELOPMENT. A PROFUSE HEMATIC NATIVITY. A DISORIENTED BLURRED EMERGENCE. A STUTTERED NAUSEOUS AWAKENING. A BLACK DREAD REALISATION. A SURROUNDING ALIEN UNKNOWN… MORBID APPREHENSION. SOLICITOUS CAUTION. DISPIRITING PALE VULNERABILITY. A DEPRESSIVE EBB AND FLOW… A DISJOINTED BLEAK EXISTENCE… A FRAGMENTED PALLID BEING… COMPLEX INFERIORITY… A GRANDIOSE SICK DILLUSION… THE CALM… BEFORE… THE STORM… FOREDOOMED PENDULOUS MOOD SWINGS. A PERVADING MALEVOLENT TURBULENCE. A SUPREME DISTURBANCE. A CATASTROPHIC STATE OF EMERGENCY. A POLYNEGATIVE VORTEX OF SPIRIT-THRASHING ADVERSE CONDITIONS… AN EXTREME SPHERE OF HYPERVIOLENCE. A MULTIPLE PERSONALITY INFESTED LAST NEUROTIC BASTION OF A MEGALOMANIACAL PSEUDO-LUCID AUTOMATON PARANOIC OMNI-TERRORISM WITHIN… AND WITHOUT. STRANDED… ISOLATED… A DISPOSABLE INSIGNIFICANCE. A RATIOCINATIONAL DEFICIENCY. A CANCROID MORTAL MARROW OF MIND-SET… FIGHTING NEGATIVE. A SYNDROMIC BATTLE FATIGUE… FUTILITY. A PROLONGED SUPERINCUMBENT CRUCIFEROUS AGONY... A PRAYERLESS YEARNING… FOR… MISERY'S… END. WEARY ASHEN REFLECTION… PLOUGHING DESPERATELY ON. UNSURPASSABLE TORTURE… A THERAPEUTIC CATHARSIS… JARRING PHRENIC FEEDBACK… A FRUSTRATING CONTRADICTION. A FADED RANDOM EVENT WITNESS. CLIMACTIC BLACKENED POSITIVE INSTINCT. TERMINAL BLACKENED POSITIVE INTENTION… A FRAYED AND TATTERED RESOLVE… FRACTURED LIGHTLESS SELFDOM. FRENETIC HOPELESSNESS… A RETURN… TO… SQUARE… ONE… LOST. A MADDENING SLEEP PARALYSIS. A PANIC-INDUCING DIABOLIC ENTITY ATTACK. A BLACK SOMNAMBULISM… IRRELIGIOUS DEISTIC TWISTED MIND PATTERNS. A RELENTLESS REPETITIVE CEREBRAL GRATING. A FRIED UNCONSCIOUS. A SEMI-CONSCIOUS FEARFUL IRRATIONAL NON-SELF. A HALLUCINATORY MISINTERPRETATION… A DECEPTIVE REPRIEVE. A MENTAL RESIDUAL PRODUCTION. A CAUSTIC BRAIN-SCRAPE. AN ABRASIVE PSYCHIC XYSTER. AN INFLATING SCHIZOID FRENETICISM. AN OMINOUS END SIGNAL. A HOLLOW NUMBNESS… CALIGINOUS DEMENTIAL WAVES… AN UNNATURAL CEPHALIC ANAESTHESIA. AN ACCEPTANCE… OF… POWERLESSNESS… JOKE… OF… LIFE…. FIZZLING OUT… SUBDUED PATHETIC FEEBLE DEATH THROWS… A PITEOUS LINGERING EXPIRATION… DISREMEMBERED PLATYHELMINTHIAN NOURISHMENT… ?

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